Love his family to bits, especially the little one.
But I had this rush of sadness as he was walking me back to my apartment.
He's obviously still in love with me and we're both hurting. We still cry when we talk about it.
It's the right thing, he said. But why does it hurt so bad if it's the right thing...?
No matter what happens, you will always be close to my heart, Little Gremlin.
You're the smartest kid I've ever seen.
hi addie,
ReplyDeletei've always followed your blog, but never commented..
if it hurts soo much then how could it be the right thing? =(
i hope everything will be better for u, time heals all wounds..
=)
Thanks. I think I'm just not ready to see him again. I'm feeling a lot better these two days. I mustn't give myself an excuse to fall apart otherwise it ll become a tendency :)
DeleteThanks. I think I'm just not ready to see him again. I'm feeling a lot better these two days. I mustn't give myself an excuse to fall apart otherwise it ll become a tendency :)
DeleteFor us old readers, we kinda know wat u had gone through... to be honest and please forgive my bluntness, u r one of the bravest person i've known so far...u took C. hard and made it; u can made this too. i am certain.
ReplyDeletePain... everyone would hv a dose... Last month I saw my once dear being in front of the alter making vows, with another fine person, I sitting behind the new-wed 2 rows behind... that, was nothing compared to that of yours, i'm certain.
God had His plans for u, keep ur faith up!
I was either the bravest or the most foolish person. My mother told me once,"I never had to worry about your study or career. You're such a smart girl and you've carved such a career for yourself, yet your personal life is such a mess" lol
DeleteI think I overcompensated - because I ve been so driven and careful about my work life, I kind of just let myself be all hasty and reckless in my personal life. I chased the thrill, making the worst possible decisions in my relationships . Oh dear...